Got home and ate one of Bob's approved breakfasts (peanut butter and jelly oatmeal and eggs) and my electrolytes. Suddenly, I was sooooo tired! Slept for three hours!!
Got up and had my lunch (apple and chicken salad) and then did my band workout. Apparently, I purchased bands that were too difficult for me to use. Took me forever to finish the workout but did successfully get it done.
Had my dinner as well, got all my water drank, and took all the required supplements.
Hubby will be out of town this week so I can totally focus on myself. Hopefully, I won't be tempted by wanting to eat out and/or drink.
So, I have stated that I my main reason for doing this three week program is an upcoming big anniversary. 25 years! I have some other reasons for wanting to get in better shape. I have recently moved to Huntington Beach, California. Lots of beautiful people in Cali. I don't want to be 25 again, well maybe in some ways that would be nice, but I do want to be my best 46 yo self.
I worry that I will fall into the aging trap that all the women in my family have fallen into, letting themselves go. I worry that I will find myself with blood pressure problems and/or diabetes. As pathetic as it is, I mourn not being young anymore. There is something about the ever looming 50 that is difficult for me. Aging gracefully, I am not. I smell a serious mid-life crisis.
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